Thursday, March 19, 2009

maki-BIDA ka naman

Nung bata pa ako, pinangarap ko ang maging isang superhero. Nung medyo lumaki-laki na ako, napagtanto kong wala palang taong lumilipad o taong nakakagawa ng apoy at yelo o taong nagiging imbinsibol. Kaya naman pag-aartista na lang ang hinangad ko. Pero kung magiging artista man ako, syempre gusto ko ako 'yung BIDA.

Kanina lang, nilapitan ako ng kapatid ko at sinabing pwede nang matupad ang pangarap ko. Wow, makakapag-artista na ako. Yahu! Asa! Hindi pag-aartista syempre pero pagiging BIDA.

Sa sabado, Marso 21, gaganapin ang Marcha laban sa droga. Tinatayang isang milyong katao ang dadalo sa Grand Batang Iwas Droga (BIDA) March na pangungunahan ng no less than Her Excellency Madaam President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo (finally, makikita ko na si GMA!).

Layunin ng programang ito na ipaalam sa buong mundo na ang Pilipinas bilang isang nasyon ay kontra sa droga. At hindi lang 'yan. Nilalayon din ng programang ito na maitala ang Pilipinas bilang pinakaunang nasyon na magsasagawa ng pinkamalaking marcha laban sa droga. Guiness World Record lang naman ang tinatarget nila.

Let's make some noise. Nagiging casual na lang sa ibang tao ang pagda-drugs. Kailangan nating buhayin ang kaisipan ng ating mga kabataan, kababayan at ka-earthling na masama ang drugs. Sabi nga ni father sa homily nung Sunday, it's sad to know that people are slowly becoming tolerant to bad things. Na kapag may gumagawa ng masama, wala na tayong reaksyon dahil parang normal na lamang ito. Wag naman ganun, so stand up and be heard (or be seen). May magagawa pa tayo.

Kaya ano pang hinihintay mo. Join ka na! Be part of history. At pag naitala ang kaganapang ito sa Guiness World Record, pwede mo nang sabihin sa mga anak mo na naging parte ka ng momentous event na 'to.

Kung ikaw naman ay hindi makakadalo pero nagbabalak na gumala at dumaan sa Roxas Boulevard, kailangan mong malaman na isasara ang daan simula Buendia hanggang Padre Burgos simula 9AM onwards.

Btw, ang mga partisipantes ng Grand BIDA March ay magkakaroon ng libreng sakay sa MRT at LRT. O di ba, sosyal! Hehe.

Kung sasama kayo, sabihan niyo ako. Para naman may friendly-friends ako dun. Hehe. Hope to see you guys there!

photo taken from PAGCOR's site

For more info, check pagcor's site: Grand BIDA March eyes Guinness World Record

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Up & Down

Stand-up for Down's
For the past few weeks, i've been feeling down or, should i say, tired because of the pressure of getting our deliverables done in time for our monthly release. After working 16-18 hours daily (office and home), i think i've collected a lot of pals and bags. Pim-pals at Eye-bags. Mukha na nga akong racoon e. Hehe.

So one time while I was busy working at the office, i received an email from our company's outreach program group. It was an invitation to join the Happy Walk. Hmmm, parang Fun Run lang ito. I opened the email, read the content and signed-up. 100 participants lang daw ang target pero kahit pang 347 na ako, go-go-go pa rin. Good thing I did kasi nag-confirm sila na pwede ako mag-join. Great! I invited Chyng and good thing she also said yes.

7am we had to be at Megamall for the registration. On my way to Megamall, nakita ko na marami nang tao sa Mega Bldg A entrance. At maraming naka-yellow. Hmmm, lucky me dahil naka-yellow din ako. As usual na-late ako, 15 minutes to be exact, and Chyng was already waiting sa Ortigas MRT station. We headed straight to the Mega Bldg A entrance to register. On our way, sabi ko kay Chyng, "Yellow ang color ng mga participants na may Down Syndrome. Ang swerte ko. I belong." Well, it's not the exact words, pero parang ganun na rin. When we got there, tama nga ako.

Picture taking muna bago mag-walk. Fresh pa kami rito. Haha

10am pa ang start ng Happy Walk but the Opening Remarks started at 8am. There was a short introduction of the event, slide show ng last year's Happy Walk, roll-call ng mga participating companies and sponsors at syempre di mawawala ang entertainment. To keep the DS folks entertained, umindak ang pinakasikat na bubuyog ng bansa. Sino pa ba kundi si Jollibee. Niyakap niya nga ako e. Inisip ko na lang, ginawa niya yun dahil alam niyang mahilig ako sa chickenjoy at hindi dahil naka-yellow ako. Hehe. It was a touching moment for Chyng. She had goosebumps nung makita niya na sobrang saya ng mga DS folks while dancing with Jollibee. Nakakatuwa kasi genuine happiness yung nakikita mo sa kanila.

Magaling gumiling si Jollibee. Napasaya niya ang mga Down na kids and adults. Criteria kaya sa pag-apply ng Jollibee mascot na dapat magaling mag-shake ng booty?

Before the Happy Walk started, naki-mingle muna kami sa mga tao. Picture-picture. At ang pinakapaborito ko sa lahat si Mysie. Natuwa kasi ako dahil pumayag siyang magpabuhat sakin. May instant connection. Hehe.

Ang cute na si Mysie. Sarap niya buhatin dahil hindi makulit at magulo.


Si Mysie uli kasama ang daddy niya. Nagpe-prepare na sila for the Happy Walk.

By 10am, nag-converge na ang mga tao at the back of Mega A for the Happy Walk. It was estimated that 3K people joined the activity. It was indeed a happy walk. Bukod sa pagbubuhat ng tarpaulin at pagkuha ng pictures ng mga tao at ortigas skyline, i saw the happy faces of the DS folks. It's an activity that they were able to share with their loved ones and other people. I met some friends and project mates along the way. Nakaka-relate tuloy ako sa kanila. Hehe.

Leaders of the pack. They may not exactly know that the event was for them. But I'm sure that they had a great time. Dapat lang, kasi araw nila 'yun :9
Grabbed this picture from an officemate's album. Irene, sasabihin ko naman sa'yo pag nagkita uli tayo. Hehe. Thanks!

What do you get from joining these activities? My bestfriend asked nung ni-meet namin sila after mag-mass. I paused for a few seconds and answered. There is nothing much that i gain from joining, in terms of freebies or other material stuff (pero pwede rin kung meron, hehe). It's more of the experience and the awareness. And probably, self-fulfillment. A lot of us wish that we can do something to contribute in the betterment of our country including the special sectors. It doesn't have to be grand. Sometimes you just need 20 pesos, 4 hours of your time and walk a couple of blocks to make a difference.

What have i learned from the experience? I found out that February is the National Down Syndrome Consciousness Month in the Philippines. It is the most common genetic disorder affecting one in every 800 children in our country. It is a genetic condition caused by extra genetic material. It got its name from the British doctor, John Langdon Down. And most of all, people with down syndrome can live normal lives as possible, learn self-care tasks, read/write and acquire livelihood skills given the proper medical attention and support.

Sana next year maka-participate pa rin kami. Hope you can join too :9


Upside Down
After the Happy Walk in Megamall, we headed straight to Banapple for lunch. See Chyng's latest entry for amazing shots of the cozy place and delicious food.

Then deretso naman kami sa Greenbelt for coffee and mass. Syempre picture taking muna bago mag-coffee. I found one picture very interesting.

The Others. Parang creepy yung picture. Yung shadow na nasa right, parang may red eyes pa, gawa ng japanese coi

It looks weird seeing the picture upside down pero makes me think of something really important in life. Sometimes we have to look at ourselves or in situations the other way around. Minsan kasi we are too focused on what we believe in that we refuse to acknowledge our shortcomings or mistakes. We might be surprised, meron naman talgang point ang ibang tao sa mga sinasabi nila, especially people who are very close to us and only want the best for us.


Up, Up and Away
'Away' as in malayo, hindi 'Away' as in fight. Hehe.

Last Saturday, gumising din ako nang maaga. Destination? Hidalgo. I've been itching to go there kasi gusto ko bumili ng CPOL (circular polarizing filter). I read from several forums na maganda ang effect ng filter na yun para sa day shots. Mas nag-standout ang mga clouds. Great for landscape pictures at syempre para sa beach. Nakow, Panglao Island, here we come! :9

Here are some sample shots using the CPOL. Next project ko ang tripod at 50mm Nikkor f1.8 lens. Gusto ko rin ma-explore ang bokeh shots kasi.

Greenbelt at a glance. Medyo blurry. Mukhang miniature replica ng GB park.

High Rise. Mukhang drawing lang. Kamukha ng mga poster ng soon t0 rise buildings.

Postcard from Saudi. Ayaw maniwala ng pamangkin ni Chyng na totoong picture 'to at hindi in-edit para lagyan ng building sa likod.

It feels good to write again . Hehe. A lot of ups and downs for the early part of this year. Pero gaya ng roller coaster, let's just enjoy the ride. Thank you Lord! :9

Monday, February 9, 2009

shoot me

As Chyng mentioned in her recent post, nag photo-date kami nung sunday. Kakaibang bonding moment na siguradong mauulit. Thanks Aina sa pagpapahiram ng camera.


in the eyes of a child

This boy reminds me of Santino in May Bukas Pa. Parang kausap niya diyan si "Bro". Natuwa ako sa expression ng bata. Sayang nga lang, walang masyadong interesting details sa background. Di bale, next time. Hehe.


deep slumber

Sobrang dami yata ng nakuha kong shot kay bosing. Buti na lang tulog siya kaya nakuhanan ko siya in different angles/setting.



missing pair - i'm worthless without you

I just wanted to highlight this detail in the picture. Nawawala kasi yung isang tsinelas. Nasa ulo o ilalim yata ng cap ni bosing.


yellow bay

I adjusted the contrast of this picture to get a silhoutte, then adjusted the red and yellow color balance for a more dramatic feel. Pwede na di ba?


baguio beans


the promise of tomorrow


the spanish conquistadores

Parang scene lang sa pagdating nila Magellan sa Pilipinas. I used the Red-Filter effects sa Nikon D60.


el de barge

Click on the image to see the larger version. May fireworks kasi sa likod. Masyado na kasi kami malayo kaya medyo parang kabute na lang sila. Bukod sa sunsets, favorite ko ang night shots gaya nito.


rainbow night

I love the reflection of buildings with different colors. Gusto ko ma-master ito. Hehe. Sana makakuha kami ng magandang night shots sa Cebu.


my favorite subject

You should have seen her pictures using Jo... ay... Vincent, maraming magandang shots. Hindi ko na siya maasar ngayon na ako na lang lagi nagpi-picture. Ang dilemma namin ngayon, wala kami picture together. Next time magdala ng tripod. Haha.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

the one that got away but i managed to get back

"In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with …and the one that got away."

There's also the one that got away but you managed to get back.

More than fifty days with Wanten
Wanten was a simple girl. She was pretty pero medyo heavy. Okay, she was fat, but despite of her physical appearance, she never failed to make me feel good. Iba talga siguro pag siya yung una. Although hindi kami mayaman, natulungan ko siya magpa-slim. She was even more beutiful nung pumayat siya. I knew she was happy kasi hindi na siya tinutukso sa weight issue niya. Dahil dun, she was more willing to experiment with new looks. Minsan ako na bumibili ng damit at accessories niya. Haha. But to set it straight, she was not materialistic at hindi naman ako shallow guy na tumitingin lang sa itsura. Siguro naman it's not a crime to help Wanten look better if that would make them feel better.

Lagi kami sabay umuuwi from work. Naglalaro pa kami pag bored na bored na. Parang bata lang. Haha. Kulitan lagi. Palabiro ako and i didn't know na nasasaktan ko pala siya pag kasama ko ang mga kaibigan ko at nalalaglag ko siya. Then one day nung pauwi na kami, bumaba ako sa FX. Hindi siya bumaba. Hindi ko na rin siya nakita kahit kailan. I tried calling her but she would never answer my calls. Hanggang sa hindi ko na siya ma-contact.

Alice in Wonderhands
Nakilala ko si Alice sa pamamagitan ni kuya. Pagmamay-ari talga siya ni kuya. I borrowed her for a while kasi i needed someone i can talk to lalo na pag pagod ako galing sa work. Sad part sa story namin ni Alice, i lost her and never got the chance to return her back.

One night, we were on our way to Makati to meet my college friends. Magkausap pa kami ni Alice sa buong byahe. I never noticed anything wrong until nung bumaba ako sa bus, she was gone. She was gone forever. Someone took her away. Hindi ko man lang namalayan na unti-unti na pala siyang nawawala. Sobrang lungkot ko. So i decided to go home. I went home broken hearted. I realized na hindi ko pala siya masyado inaalagaan at nakita ko lang ang halaga niya nung wala na siya.

One week affair with Seph
Nakakahiya man sabihin, pero matagal ko nang crush si Seph. But i knew he was someone i will never have. Until i got lucky. Nanalo ako ng malaki-laking pera at nakuha ko rin siya. Pera lang pala ang katapat niya. Hehe. I can't really say that we had a relationship kasi one week pa lang kami nagkasama. But he would sing to me everyday at ako ang favorite subject ng camera niya. I really felt special.

It's not hard for me to trust people. Lalo na if i'm in a place na secure ako. I trusted too much na hindi ko napansin na i was taking Seph for granted na pala. Gaya ng ginawa ko kay Alice. Minsan aalis ako na hindi ko siya sinasama. Feeling ko kasi pagbalik ko nandiyan pa rin siya. Then one fateful lunchbreak, wala na siya. Nawalang parang bula. It's as if he never existed. Nung mawala siya, tinangay niya rin lahat ng masasayang alaala ng 1 week na magkasama kami. I felt bad pero wala na ako magagawa. Kasalanan ko naman kasi.

Cali kapatid ni Shandy
Cali ang tawag ko sa kanya kasi kapatid siya ni Shandy. E ano ngayon kung corny? Yun ang gusto ko itawag sa kanya kaya walang pakialamanan. Hehe. She was the longest i ever had. Almost 2 years din kami nagkasama. There was never a day na hindi kami magkausap. Akala ko nga habambuhay na. Sa lahat ng nakilala ko, she was probably the best i ever had. O sige, parang magkapantay sila ni Lui, pero Cali was stonger kasi.

Cali's loss was probably the most tragic one. Kung yung mga nauna nawala silently, Cali was forcibly taken away from me. Naranasan kong matutukan ng patalim. Pumayag si Cali sumama and kahit labag sa loob ko pinabayaan kong kunin siya ng iba. Ang asshole ko no? Pero i had no choice. Pag namatay rin ako, kukunin pa rin siya. But i owe her my life. Kung nasaan man siya ngayon, i hope inaalagaan siya mabuti at mas minamahal siya ngayon.

Happy Ha-Lui-een
Nakilala ko si Lui nung Halloween kaya ganun ang naisip kong itawag sa kanya. Cute si Lui. Magaling kumanta. Matalino. At gaya ni Seph, favorite subject din niya ako mapa-camera or video. Madalas din kami magsayaw. Alam niya na isa yun sa mga kinaa-adikan ko e. Nung nagre-review ako para sa certification ko, kasa-kasama ko siya lagi every sunday sa starbucks.

Lui was ever dependable. Pag nalulungkot ako nandiyan siya. Pag wala akong makausap nandiyan din siya. He never ran out of interesting things na pwede namin gawin. Kaya lang napabayaan ko siya. I think he got jealous nung nakilala ko si Rizal. Rizal was more sophisticated. Mukhang mayaman at mas magaling kay Lui in some ways. Mas magaling kumanta. Mas magaling kumuha ng picture. I wasn't surprised nung hindi na nagpakita si Lui sakin. I wasn't expecting it but it was less painful. Sa dami ba naman ng mga nawala sakin in the past, na-master ko na siguro ang pag let go.

Sophie's Mate
Sa lahat ng mga nagdaan sa palad ko (naks!), si Sophie ang pinakapinagselosan ni Chyng. Pano ba naman kasama ko lagi sa work si Sophie. Tapos mapa-fri-date or satur-date tinatawagan pa rin ako. Kaagaw sa oras kumbaga. Minsan nga nagbibiro si Chyng na sana mawala na si Sophie. Sabi ko masama yun. Natawa lang siya.

Sa totoo, hindi ko naman gusto si Sophie but i have to work with her. Siya lang din naman maasahan ko pag nag-alisan na yung mga tao sa office or pag weekend and i have to check with the status of work activities.

Kahapon, natupad ang wish ni Chyng. Nawala si Sophie. Dahil sa ka-busyhan ko sa trabaho, hindi ko man lang napansin na wala na pala siya. Buti na lang may nagmagandang loob na tulungan siya.

Okay, cellphone si Sophie at siya ang Nokia 5070 na support phone namin sa office. Si Wanten (5110 na nahulog sa fx), Alice (1100 na dinukot sa bulsa ko), Seph (6130i na ninenok sa office), Cali (1600 na kinuha ng holdaper sa bus) at Lui (K610i na nahulog sa taxi) ay lahat cellphone din at hindi tao. Pinauso kasi nila Chyng na dapat may pangalan ang cellphone.

Yeah, ako na siguro ang pinaka hindi maingat na tao sa mundo. Dahil in a span of 11 years na meron akong cellphone, 6 na ang naiwala ko.

Actually, the purpose of writing this entry is not to tell you about the relationship i had with my mobile phones. Maybe sort of ganun nga. But i wanted to let people know that there are still good souls na willing magbalik ng mga nawawalang cellphone. Lalo na ngayon na maraming nawawalan ng trabaho at kailangang kailangan ng pera, nagpapasalamat ako sa Diyos na meron pa ring mga taong mabuti ang kalooban.

Joseth ang name ng girl na nakapulot kay Sophie at kanina niya binalik yung support phone (at tao si Joseth). She never asked for anything in return. 1st good deed na ginawa sa akin for the year. May God bless her!

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Hau'oli Makahiki Hou


Hau'oli Makahiki Hou - Happy new year everyone! Hope this will be a much better year for all of us. This has been another year full of blessings. Thank you Lord for all the good things (and even the bad things) that happened to my life. Thank you for my loving family, gf, friends, relatives, officemates and every good soul that have made my life meaningful.

I am not fond of making new year's resolutions, so i browsed google for interesting new year's resolutions and i found one from kids but this was done for 2006. But anyway, they're nice and simeple and we can probably apply these resolutions as well.

"To be a lot more focused on the little things in life.".....Brittany (13)
"To stop making dumb resolutions I cant keep."....Sam
"To not complain so much about the winter weather."....Wendy
"To eat healthy."....Rachel (11)
"Dance more, sing less."....Gayle (16)
"To be more cheerful."....Nikhila (8)
"Do all my work."....Monique (11)
"Work harder, sleep more often, don't talk as much."....Carlos (12)
"Do more housework."....Quincy (12)
"To be nice to others."....Prophetess (11)
"My new year's resolution is to play more sports!"....Casey (14)
"Study more, be more helpful to my Mom, and more responsible..."....Marcus (12)

Go go go! Sa pagtupad ng ating new year's resolutions.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

A Letter to Chyng

Two weeks ago, we met at a coffee shop for our usual Fri-date. I promised to be there by 10PM but i arrived 30 minutes late. You smiled when you saw me. We hugged and you kissed me on my left cheek.

You looked more beautiful on your white jacket and i loved the scent of your perfume as i always do but i never said anything about it. You told me i looked radiant and loved the shirt i was wearing and i just smiled.

While we were talking, we held hands. You caressed mine but i tried to stop you. I wanted to feel your hands were part of mine but you wanted to make me feel how much you missed me.

Two hours later, we walked towards your office and before you went inside the building, we hugged each other once again. I kissed you on your right cheek. You said i love you but i just smiled back.

Last June, i told you that I love you. A week later you said you love me too and i told you that i love you even more. Six months later, you greeted me on our 1/2 anniversary and said you were very happy with how the relationship is going. I told you i was happy too but forgot to greet you on that special day.

You told me how bad you felt that i've forgotten our half year milestone. I said sorry but i still tried to justify my mistake by telling you that what mattered most was how i always made you feel.

As i write you this letter, i can't help but feel ashamed of how lousy i am as your boyfriend. I feel that i have become too complacent or contented of doing only as much. I have close friends who openly express how much they love their girlfriend or wife and i have always admired them for doing that. I just can't figure it out why i never emulated them.

I've been thinking of these things for quite a while now but after what happened on our 1/2 anniversary and after reading princessvan's blog about her bf, i asked myself if i'm really doing my share in our relationship.

Last night, i prayed to God. I asked him to make me a better person. I asked him to make me a person more deserving of your love. I hope that he will grant my prayer and i will strive do my part.

I don't want to make any promises but i will do my very best to make you happy.

I have been asked many times why I love you and I have given many answers before. Apart from those reasons, i have come to realize another thing why i love you.

I love you not because i will never find anyone else like you but i love you because i've already found you.

See you later :9

Monday, November 24, 2008

The day i lost my voice

I've been a total slacker the past few weeks. Kahit andami kong pwedeng isulat, my hands can't convert my thoughts into words. Somehow i feel that this blogsite has lost it's voice. I feel that i've lost my voice.

I can come up with a lot of reasons to justify my katamaran. But to be honest, i've been just busy thinking of serious stuff. I'm not going to talk about what's keeping my mind overexercised. But i came up with a list of situations that made me run out of words to say.

When you commit the same mistakes that other people have done before. And after giving words of wisdom and words of self-righteousness in the past, you begin to doubt yourself if you have the right to give advice again. Somehow you lose confidence in yourself.

Practice what you preach ika nga. But being human beings that we are, we're bound to make mistakes. Kahit naiisip ko yan, i still can't forgive myself sometimes. It takes a long time to trust myself again. But i do hope that the people i've talked to before will give me chance to correct my mistakes.

May naalala akong homily before. Sabi ng pari, when people give you words of advice, don't look at the person but listen to what they are saying. Syempre maisip natin, ang kapal naman ng mukha nyang sabihan ako ng ganun, e sya nga... In a way, i'm hoping that people will practice this mantra, pero syempre, i exert extra effort not to commit the same mistakes again.

When you're torn between choosing another person's welfare or your own welfare. Would you speak up if it will give the other person the peace of mind but in doing so, you're telling them something that you wish not to tell others because it is a very sensitive issue? And by telling them, you also put yourself or the people very important to you on a negative light.

Sino ba ang dapat mong protektahan? Would you rather be selfish or not? Unfortunately, I don't have the answer. This is a very tough choice to make. But whatever you decide on, be ready with the consequences. I've made wrong decisions before and they still haunt me sometimes. Pero gaya ng item #1, move on and make the right choice next time.

When you're entrusted with information that you promised not to tell anyone but you know a very close person is involved and deserves to know.

Minsan mas gugustuhin kong wala na lang akong alam. Ambigat kse minsan sa pakiramdam. It's flattering that people trust you. Kya lang pag mga sikretong may sabit, you become an accesory to the crime. It also breaks my heart pag alam kong may naa-agrabyado na.

Ang sinasabi ko na lang, malaki ka na. You know what you're doing. And if i were in your shoes i would rather stop. But i can't help but feel for the other person, sana alam nya or sna malaman na rin nya.

When things that you say are always rejected or made fun of. You start to feel that you never make sense or your ideas are invaluable.

I am guilty of this from time to time. Pero victim din ako nito most of the time. There are times na nafeel ko na wag na talga magsalita but in doing so you make them feel that it's okay. Work in progress ito. Somehow i'm learning to speak up and stand up for what i believe in.

Saka okay lang naman magbiro, kaya lang kung paulit-ulit at pag ikaw lagi ang target, hindi na masaya.

When people you trust slip and tell others the secrets you've entrusted them.

Well, mahirap to kasi sila na yung mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan mo. Sino pa ang pagsasabihan mo? You can either keep your secrets to yourself or risk telling them and hope that they will keep it next time. Ganun talga. Minsan ang hirap din kasi dalhin ng mga bagay na pinagkakatiwala natin sa iba. We can't blame them if they need to tell another person dahil pati sila nabibigatan na rin sa problema mo.

When people are in deep pain and anguish and no matter how much you want to make them feel better, no words can ease the hurt they're feeling.

Baka nga kailangan talga natin tumahimik lang. Sometimes people tell you their problems but they don't need to hear anything from you. They just need someone na makikinig sa kanila. Or maybe sometimes they really need to hear from you. Kaya pag nangyayari 'to, i can't help but think of something to tell them that will make them feel better. Pinagdarasal ko talga na maisip ko ang mga tamang salita.

Pag wala na talga, mag-a-ala-clown na lang ako para makalimot sila.

When you constantly joke about things and people no longer believe you even if you're saying the truth. And no matter how genuine you are, they can no longer feel the sincerity in every word you say.

Trademark ko na yata 'to. Sa bahay, sa office, sa mga kaibigan at gf ko. Mahirap na sila papaniwalain kasi mahilig ako magbiro. My officemates know that i'm telling the truth pag pare-pareho ang sinabi ko sa kanilang lahat. To the people who are close to me, i think they know by now that i constantly joke about a lot of things pero binabawi ko agad. Kaya pag ang isang bagay, hindi ko binawi agad, malamang totoo na 'yun.

Hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin ma-figure out why i keep joking about a lot of things. Kung malaman mo, sabihin mo naman sa'kin o. Hehe.


Note: Naisip ko pala, baka wala pa talgang boses ang blogsite ko. Maybe it's still trying to find its voice. Baka hindi naman nawala. Sadyang wala pa talgang boses. Ambigat pakinggan. Hehe. Hope to write something happy or makulit soon :9